Has Human Design Changed for you too?
Edition #17
Hello,
Welcome to the #17 edition of Ever Blooming đ¸
At the heart of this space is one intention: to help you create a life and business that breathes with you đą
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It has been a while since I have written anything about Human Design 𼰠lately it has been following me around everywhere and I wondered how much had changed in the last 8 years since I started to study it and then embody it.
I always say that âHuman Designâ is deeply integrated into my life and where I once used to say âI am a Projectorâ I now prefer to say âI operate as a Projectorâ. The distinction feels important, as our energy type is one of the many many expressions of who we are.
I suspect this was the first visible sign in how Human Design has changed for me.
Before I go any further, let me ask you:
Most people when they bump into Human Design, they tend to be looking for something:
Purpose
Clarity
Identity
Direction
Assurance
Hope
For me, it was âMy Purposeâ I was soo incredibly lost after my big public business had disappeared and I didnât quite know who I was and what I was meant to do next. I remember sitting in the car one day watching a self help video about beliefs from a guy called Mastin Kipp and I couldnât quite work out what I was meant to do with it all.
Human Design landed on my screen a year later, I was sitting at my desk, the sun was pouring through the window and I lit up like a Christmas Tree, I tingled from the top of my head all the way to my toes and I knew instinctively this was for me â¨â¨
So I picked up the very few books that were available at the time, I dove into Raaâs teachings and I soaked it all up. I somehow just understood it at a deep deep level and I was able to look at a blueprint and just see what it was showing me. As a self proclaimed learn-it-all I studied with Dr Karen Curry Parker and suddenly I was holding two sets of languages for this amazing modality.
For the first 4 years I showered everybody I knew with Human Design, I was a walking, talking version of an animated bodygraph đ
I read chart after chart, sharing what I knew, until one day I sat down and realised I wasnât really living my design, I was talking about it, I understood it deeply, but I knew in order for me to truly âknowâ my blueprint I had to embody it. It took another 3 years before I paused all âreadingsâ after crossing the 700 threshold, I hung up my hat, removed the chart from my website and wondered if it would cross my path again.
Wellll.. just incase you are sitting on the edge of your seat,
I can assure you when something is meant for you, it will find you again and perhaps when you have peeled back another layer and you are ready to meet it at a different depth of your surrender.
I have watched SO many people adapt Human design into a framework to assure success, to generate money with, to find the magic answer to your content strategy and I have seen groups, much like the Projector only groups only to find myself recoiling ..đ
It all suddenly felt too commercial ..
This beautiful modality, this incredible gift .. and we had tried to do something very human with it .. we tried to âownâ it. I sometimes wonder if Raa hadnât left so early in his journey, how it all would have played out. If anybody would have dared to make claims to it, in the way so many have.
For me, Human design is still:
First and foremost an âexperimentâ - though now I see it through the lens of unique expression. A gift which enables us to get closer to who we are.
A beautiful way to create connection. No man is an island! The projector only groups are missing the fundamental concept of Human Design .. we are meant to interact, we are meant to co-exist, we are meant to share and express and FEEL
In many ways I also think itâs a form of relief when life is life-ing and you need a gentle reminder of what blooms inside of you.
How itâs showing up in my world at the moment:
Yesterday during a one 2 one session with an amazing female founder, I kept thinking how much of her I could âseeâ and so at the end of the session I ran her chart. There was something niggling away at me ..
And there it was another fellow Projector, sitting in my home. Which now brings the total number of Projectors in my orbit to 15.. yep 15 female founders who I work closely with either on a one 2 one basis around their business or as a guide as they move through the next chapter of their life.
How is that possible?
That doesnât mean my life isnât full of Generators, Reflectors, Manifesting Generators or Manifestors.. it is and I love love it 𼰠..
But right now it feels like I am being called to step up, to shine my light for my fellow Projectors đ
And there it is .. the final realisation..
that when you transmute your pain, when you regulate your nervous system and increase your capacity to hold the life you have dreamed of for yourself, you realise that the energy type in which you operate in, is the ultimate gift.
A healed Projector, Manifestor, Generator, Reflector and Manifesting Generator will do one thing ..
Itâs the most beautiful gift of the entire journey .. to be you..and to share that with others, so that the ripple effect can long continue and that for me is how Human Design has 'evolved.
In this very moment I am happy. I am clear on my path ahead and I know Human Design and I will walk side by side as I continue to transmute the gifts I hold into the highest expression of who I can be. I am grateful for this journey, for everybody who is kind enough to welcome me into their world.
Now more than ever it feels like we are just beginning ..
Much Love
Effie đ
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Another Human Design Related Article I think you will love:
Edition #10 - Do you listen to your body .. Read it here
If you love to journal or want to add a new quote to your quote pile, you will love the following đ
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Journal prompts for the week:
What first drew you to Human Design, and what were you hoping it would help you understand about yourself?
Looking back, where have you moved from knowing your design intellectually to actually living it?
What part of your design feels most like a gift today that perhaps once felt confusing, frustrating or difficult to embrace?
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Quote to ponder for the week:
âWhen something is meant for you, it will find you again and perhaps when you have peeled back another layer and you are ready to meet it at a different depth of your surrender.â
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Your thoughts are very welcome here:
If any of the above resonates with you, please feel free to leave a comment, Iâd love to hear from you đ
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One to One Sessions:
If you feel you would benefit from one-to-one session to work on creating a life and/or business that feels clear, calm and more you,đ My inbox is always open if you would like to have a chat and explore working together.
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You are invited to the Ever Blooming đ¸: Flourish Gathering
On August 23rd I am hosting a gathering with a delicious afternoon tea for female founders here on the Isle of Wight, a space to come together, share stories, spark ideas and enjoy the energy of building something that feels truly yours.
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A reflection that mirrors my journey Effie đ. Oh those completely uninvited days at the beginning trying to tell everyone about how amazing it is đ. I holding it more loosely now, letting go, living. Iâve never felt more in alignment with my design or more invited. I see how the art Iâm creating through conversation is so aligned with every aspect of my being, my design all of it. The journey has brought me here. Exactly where Iâm meant to be. Thank you for the opportunity to reflect Effie đ
Human Design will keep following you somehow.
It often makes sense what people are dealing with when you look at their chart. Especially doing subconscious work. I find that projectors often have more to clear and to let go.
I told you before I don't completely resonate with what is written about being self projected and the talking out loud. (Probably due to having 4 centers defined? head, ajna, throat and G) Maybe it would have been rewritten if Ra had lived longer and would have heard how people would experience it.
I wonder how many people didn't resonate with certain parts of their charts.
Obviously it could be their not-self.
I believe, for me, it's not conditioning but how I am wired.
Most SPP's with throat and G defined resonate with the talking out loud. đ¤ˇđť